My shoots, well the ones that tell some sort of story or something are in fact photographic representation of my fantasy photo, not a sexual fantasy.....a art one, a perfect realization of something inside my head. It's so frustrating not being able to re-enact these with folk. The models i have worked with, each and ever one of them i would shoot again but some scenes need the right model....
Last year i was inundated with people wanting to do shoots with me, this year hardly any contact :( my location i know doesn't help but i am willing to travel but only a couple of hours away though, so London is well out of the question, yet that's where all the models are arrrgghhh!! we couldn't even afford to move there or near there, down south is horrendous for rental property.
Right now I've got a real craving for a shoot, its rattling about up there with loads of ideas and processing ideas too....
I need some more hardcore shoots too, gay, straight, orgy anything goes! I need some raw flesh to turn into some very erotica and sexy imagery. If you want to bare some flesh, either solo or with a partner let me know!
My style is coming into it's own now, I'm starting to get into a certain look with my photos, the look i want. It works for what i am trying to portray.
I want to do some edgy stuff, stuff you may not like to see but well it happens and someone likes it! knife play, hard BDSM etc. are all good in my eyes. I want to do some dual meaning photos too.
I need to find a investor. This is strongly apparent. I need to find someone who will put the money up for printing and framing so i can shift some of my work out into peoples homes etc. and make a bit of a name for myself. All money would be returned plus a profit.
I need to start making a bit of money from this. I need newer and better equipment. I am slightly embarrassed by my set up now, my camera is still a bit broken and in desperate need of replacing, my lights are a joke! They are 2 construction lights and a flood lamp from like the 60's! oh and i don't have a horseshoe flash, only the one on the camera. I've lost my white background, got nicked :( i need a new lens for portraiture work....the list is bloody endless and i will never afford these things unless i start making something from what i do. I don't want to take the piss or make a massive profit, just enough to be able to save and buy me some nice things to make better art.
I need to find some contacts in the adult and fetish industry. I need dungeons to want to work with me, official photographer at events, fet magazines etc. willing to do the work for free just for exposure. This is extremely hard as i don't frequent any scene :( again this is due to lack of cash....i need to get some leaflets, attend events and hand out flyers to people. There is so much i need to do, it goes on and on and in all honesty business stuff frightens me a little bit, i need a guiding hand and partner to go through things and do it right.
If you can model for me, be you a pro or first timer, a top class TS escort or a Fluffy! Everyone is welcome! If you own some photography equipment, lenses you know longer use, filters, flashes, backdrops anything that could be handy right down to simple bits of jewellery for shoots.... i would be eternally grateful to you and i would hope at some point be able to give you a framed print, signed and limited editions!
I may be able to pay for the postage etc. so please let me know and i will sort it.
Well there you go, some of my woes at the moment and i think why i am stuck a bit.....
Chin Up.
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